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Name: Ethan
Gender: Male
Interests: The outdoors, video games (until my playing compadre moved away), and reading.
Expertise: Writing papers over books I haven't read.
Occupation: Employee Recreation Attendant
Industry: DNC
Message: message me
Member Since:
9/29/2006
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| So I have a hard time keeping my motivation for doing anything. I have been the most unmotivated person in the world the past month or two. When I think of writing, I don't have the time, but when I do have the time, I am too lazy to do it. It has been a weird month. BooBoo died, and so we got Durden. Thanksgiving sucked. Amber and I had to work from 1 to 10 on thanksgiving day busing tables. Not a good thanksgiving. It has snowed here already. It is sooo cold. The low for a few nights was 13 degrees. Where we live it is usually 10 degrees colder, so lets say at least 5 degrees. I can't get motivated to run, or work out, or even go hiking. I am not sure what's goig on with me, but I could use some prayer. I love you guys. I am sorry I haven't called that much. Well I'll call all of you later. | | |
| So I pretty much just suck. I haven't written a new entry in a very long time. Sorry guys. Well today is Amber and my third month to be married, and I just have to say that being married is great. I would suggest it to anyone. Continuing along in family news we have a new little addition to our family, .................................................... nope sorry it's not a baby. It is BooBoo, our little russian dwarf hamster. He is awesome! I'll put pictures of him up shortly. He's very entertaining. I got to have a couple of God talks with people. It wasn't anything super deep, just spiritual conversation. It's a start though. Well I really don't have anything deep to write. I love you guys. I miss you all. peace. | | |
| Have you guys noticed a trend in your spiritual life, I don't know I guess it could be just me, that it feels like you are always waiting on something. I remember it starting in High School. I thought to myself, "Things will be easier spiritually when I get to college." And then when I got to college I thought, "My relationship with God will be easier, I'll be more consistent when I get out of this spiritual bubble where I am not saturated with churchianity. It will be better when I am working and it is my job to be right with the Lord." What a bunch of crap. I even thought that it would be easier when i moved out here to California, where the "pagans" would challenge my faith. I am a foolish and dimwitted disciple. It never gets easier. It will always be hard and if I spend all my time looking for a future spiritual euphoria or kicking myself over the wasted time in the past I will inevitably lose the only time I really have for doing the work that needs to be done which is right now. The only time I have controll over is now and now is the only time I will ever live in. If we are not careful we will wait our lives away accomplishing nothing in the end. Carpe Diem brothers. | | |
| So I hiked Half-Dome on Wed. It was a tough hike, but it had an incredible view. Going up the cables was a little scary but fun. I look forward to hiking it one day with you guys. I think that you will all love it. Mitch, you still need to post some pictures on your site. And I was talking about copying la biblia. Are you still doing that? Weather's getting cold. High's in the low 50's all week. I think I'll miss the Texas winter. | | |
| I just started this thing and already I am having trouble being consistent in updating. Story of my life. I don't know how many journals I have tried to start, but I always get to day three and then that's it. I'm terrible. How is your copying going Mitch? I hope it's going ok. Do you other guys do journaling? I don' t think you do Ryan, but I don't know about you Kevin. It's frappin cold here in the valley. I think it gets below freezing every night. It makes for a miserable bike ride to work. We should get our first snow around the beginning of November. I'll post some pictures for you guys. Speaking of pictures, the more I thought about what I wrote before about pictures not being able to capture beauty, the more I realized I'm half full of crap. I think there is a difference between scenery shots and people/moment shots. What I said before may be true about the latter but not the former. I don't know. I guess for deeper thoughts to flow you have to take the crappy with the good. Anyway, thank you guys for being gracious to my ramblings. I love you guys. Here's a picture of the first place we lived. 
pretty small heh? | | |
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